Inner female and inner male

01.08.2018

This is nicely followed by the topic of the sacred inner couple, because “as inside, so outside”. I want to explain why we should even know about the sacred inner couple. Entirely simply speaking, the point is that we include an inner female and an inner male as a female and male principle which is comprised in everything that surrounds us.

Most of all, this principle is affected by our childhood and, therefore, by our parents where we really need to search for insights during harmonisation of our sacred couple in us.

However, I believe that nowadays nothing more than conscious insight in our childhood is needed. Many of us already understand that our parents did the best they could and if it could have been done better, they would definitely have done it. I myself had several opportunities to step into the shoes of my mom to understand how difficult it is to change over to other attitudes without sufficient energy. That is simply impossible. Therefore, it is important to understand that in some stages of our life we simply need to be helped by others, because we alone do not have enough energy for a change.

Moreover, a frank request for help reinforces the woman’s ability to ask for and then accept help, which means her ability to accept herself and everything in general. In case of men, this humility in the finale transforms into his ability to change from a proud man to a dignified man. Men in their excessive pride cause a lot of pain and it is not necessary.

To me, the topic of inner male and inner female was quite hard to understand for some time. I was reading again and again how our inner female and inner male must reach balance, mutual respect and, above all, trust in love. I was not fully successful at feeling it, because I kept putting in some characters from outside. But in the end, an opportunity has arisen to understand it. Naturally it was not otherwise than through my own experience. 

An experience came and I saw there that my inner female was still having doubts about herself. At that time I realised that this was the reason why I was actually still having doubts about myself and, therefore, I was unable to encourage my inner male to believe in love. Therefore, men who were appearing in my life also had doubts about their deserving love.

By insight into my childhood I have realised retrospectively how long I had been living in doubts about deserving love. I have found out how serious consequences result from our fears and disappointment from childhood, which may last for years, and we live with them, since we do not know anything else. What I call “inner urgency” came to me. It was a true inner desire to fill my inner female with love and trust which then she can satiate her inner man. For a long time I have been aware that only then the way I feel inside will be the same outside. I thanked for the opportunity to perceive that all with this understanding and work has thus begun. I started 30 days of feeding my inner female, daily combining several rituals, such as womb purification from emotional injuries, and encouraging my inner male’s confidence in the inner female’s trust and love.

I keep emphasising that first our female in us needs to be satiated by love to find anchorage and be able to teach the male to love. Therefore, our inner female and the whole topic related to our inner female are highly important for healing our ability of self-fulfilment with love. Then work on harmonising our inner male follows.

It is not necessary anymore to go through our injuries from childhood lengthily. It is only important to see where it has originated and bring thus the suppressed and understood to light. The whole situation heals this way on its own.

A lack of trust in love of our inner female causes preconceiving and creating scenarios, being jealous and afraid so much of rejection that she prepares this scene subconsciously. Female creative power is enormous and, therefore, it is necessary to use it consciously.

1. To harmonise our inner female it is, therefore, necessary to purify our womb consciously.
   

In other words, it is a process which will guide us from the level of fear, lust and pride to courage. 


   The way or the emotion we express to people close to us enables us to see certain old wounds or a certain lack of respect which is already lived out and still stored. It is in the womb in case of women and in the penis in case of men, but at the same time in the relation part, i.e. in the relation chakra. (If a person stagnates in the second – i.e. emotional – body, the opposite feelings which are a result of transformation – love, compassion, fearlessness and friendliness – will not show. Within the second chakra, an obstacle on the road consists in feelings of hatred, anger and violence and the question is how we can transform them.)

This part of the body stores all the old injuries, even those of past lives, and, therefore, many people are born and transform their body with respect to the records of their soul. They have already arrived with a certain karma burden in the relation chakra. It is important to realise that it is the old wounds in your womb that cause emotional changes and variation in communication with the others who only reflect those injuries of yours in words. Then you need to be able to “purify” your womb to remove everything that you allowed to be stored there out of disrespect to yourself, and purify everything old by means of work with kundalini energy, that means the inner spiral, and allow also the essence of the big Mother of God enter to purify all the injuries in your womb through you.
   And then you will store new information in your womb:

   
I AM THE SELF-FULFILLMENT OF MY INNER FEMALE.


   I AM THE SELF-FULFILLMENT OF MY FEMINITY.




   
   Simply and clearly, we need womb purification. 
Our emotional body also encompasses the womb where the primary connection with our conception is situated or, in other words, where the divine spark of our conception is.




   
   Procedure:
   

Sit down in the lotus position, best in the open air.


   
   During the meditation with eyes closed, invite the Cosmic Mother to help you with purification. Imagine how all the pains, humiliations, doubts, fears, betrayals and prejudices are leaving for the universe via the spiral which passes all the energy centres in your body. As long as they are leaving, you are feeling it clearly; support the process by your breathing and any emotional display. Then start filling your female organs with a new affirmation about self-fulfilment and trust in this connection.


The completely new can enter our life only after disconnection from all old injuries in our womb. And it means that the man whom we will really accept with everything and love him for whom he is can also return only to use, to the completely new, clan womb, where you respect yourself, here and now. So far, everything is passing through old records in the womb.

   
   
2. To harmonise our inner male the following steps are needed – I will specify them using my own example:


   To be loved unconditionally was not a matter-of-course to me. And that was the wound. The inner male did not allow himself to be loved and believe that a woman can love him unconditionally. When I made sense of it, I realised how apt it is. Despite all the displays of affections, praise and words of support I did not believe that I was worthy of love, as such, without any proving of my value (which is exactly the male principle – to keep proving themselves).

   Again, I realised – don’t search outside, search inside. Your inner male needs to believe in your inner female’s frank and open love. The fact that it is the inner female makes the inner male sure that the inner female is there just for him. It is independent of anyone outside.




   
   Tell the inner male this information and affirm:


   IN MY INNER MALE I AM FULLY OPENING TO BELIEVE IN LOVE OF MY INNER FEMALE!


   
   This is the basis of our sound inner child.